Feeling the need for air, for motion I walk the grounds of a medical campus in Northeast Ithaca, New York, as my wife undergoes physical therapy following her total hip replacement. The sun is high, casting long shadows across the neatly trimmed lawn and scattered trees. There’s a certain calmness here, a space to reflect amid the quiet hustle of the healthcare world.
One tree stands out from the others. I immediately sense that something is not quite right. The branches, bare and brittle, reach out like skeletal arms against the blue sky. It’s summer—this tree should be lush, green, full of life. Yet, here it stands, a stark silhouette among the healthier trees nearby. My curiosity draws me closer, and as I circle the tree, my suspicions are confirmed: it’s an ash tree, Fraxinus americana, dying from an all-too-familiar enemy, the Emerald Ash Borer (Agrilus planipennis).

The first clue is a thinning canopy. Ash trees, in their prime, have such graceful foliage, creating broad umbrellas of shade. But when they fall victim to the Emerald Ash Borer, their decline is swift and merciless. The branches I see now are devoid of leaves, save for a few stragglers clinging on in vain. The bark tells an even clearer story. Large chunks have sloughed off, revealing a labyrinth of winding, S-shaped galleries just beneath the surface. These are the telltale signs of the larvae, relentlessly feeding on the inner bark, severing the tree’s lifeline as they go.

I pull out my phone to capture some close-up shots. The gnarled, crisscrossing tunnels that wind through the exposed wood are mesmerizing in a way, almost like a natural etching carved by the tiny jaws of the Emerald Ash Borer. They’ve created a kind of grim artwork on this dying tree, though there’s nothing beautiful about the destruction they leave behind. I know that underneath this bark, the tree’s circulatory system—the xylem and phloem—has been disrupted, no longer able to transport water or nutrients. Slowly, the tree has starved.

It’s strange how, in the middle of waiting for my wife’s recovery, I find myself thinking about life and loss in this quiet moment with the ash tree. In some ways, this frail giant mirrors what my wife has been going through. The breakdown of something once strong and vital—be it bone or tree—doesn’t happen overnight. It’s gradual, unnoticed at first, until the damage becomes too great to ignore. But while my wife’s new hip will give her strength and mobility once more, there’s no hip replacement for this ash tree. The damage here is irreversible.
I circle the tree again, and the more I look, the more I notice the signs of decline. The bark peels away easily, almost like paper, exposing more of the damaged wood beneath. In some areas, there are what look like D-shaped exit holes, where the adult Emerald Ash Borers have chewed their way out to fly off and start the cycle anew. This is what makes the battle against this invasive species so frustrating—they are small, almost insignificant in size, but the sheer numbers in which they attack, combined with their ability to spread so quickly, make them nearly impossible to stop.
Just as I’m about to walk away, a thought crosses my mind: how many more ash trees will fall to this same fate? The Emerald Ash Borer, a native of Asia, arrived in the United States sometime in the early 2000s, hitching a ride in wooden packing materials. It quickly spread across states, leaving devastation in its wake. Here in New York, the effects have been nothing short of catastrophic. Entire forests of ash are being wiped out, and this tree, standing alone on the edge of the medical campus, is just one more casualty.
I turn back toward the building, the rhythmic crunch of my footsteps on the path feeling heavier now. As my wife works to heal and rebuild her strength inside, I think about the resilience of the human body, its ability to repair, to bounce back after trauma. But for the ash tree, there is no such recovery. Without intervention—chemical treatments that are costly and often impractical on a large scale—this tree will eventually become firewood, its wood too damaged to be of much use for anything else.
It’s a sobering thought, but also a reminder. Nature’s battles, much like our own, are often unseen, quiet struggles that unfold slowly over time. Sometimes, we win, as my wife will with her new hip, but other times, like the ash tree and its silent battle with the Emerald Ash Borer, the fight is already lost.
My OH broke his hip in a bike accident. Initially the doctor tried to mend it but it didn’t take so it was replaced with a titanium one. Key to his recovery were the hours he spent in rehabilitation and physio. He’s now as good as new, possibly better, and the scars have totally faded.
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Thank you for sharing that, Sherre.
It’s comforting to hear about your OH’s successful recovery. It’s amazing how crucial those rehabilitation and physio hours are for regaining strength and mobility. My wife is working hard through her sessions, and while it’s a challenging process, stories like yours offer hope that she’ll come through even stronger. It’s wonderful that the scars have faded, both physically and metaphorically!
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Please give her my best wishes for a speedy and successful recovery.
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Thank You, Sherree, I will.
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I’m certainly glad there’s a cure for what ails your wife, unlike the poor ash tree. Lovely post!
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Thank you, Marie.
I share your gratitude that my wife has a path to recovery, though it’s bittersweet when compared to the plight of the ash trees. The resilience of nature and the human spirit both inspire me, but it’s hard not to feel the loss when some things can’t be healed. I’m glad you enjoyed the post!
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That poor ash tree! Sending best wishes to your wife, Mike. May she have a speedy recovery.
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Thank you so much, Kerry! Yes, it’s hard not to feel for the ash tree and everything it represents. I really appreciate your kind words and well wishes for Pam. She’s making steady progress. Your support means a lot to both of us!
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Hope your wife’s recovery is going well. The Emerald Ash Borer is an issue here in southern Ontario as well. It’s really quite sad to see the impact it’s had.
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As the decades pass, it’s natural for people to think more and more about the impermanence of life. Compared to infinity, every finite number, no matter how large, is as zero.
Bark galleries make for excellent photographic abstractions.
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Beautifully said, Steve. It’s fascinating how our perception of time and existence shifts as we accumulate years. While life’s impermanence can feel daunting, I’ve found that it also deepens our appreciation for the finite moments we do have. Each experience, though fleeting in the grand scheme of things, becomes a precious thread in the tapestry of our lives—woven into something uniquely ours, even if, as you say, it may appear as zero against the infinite. Perhaps it’s in these finite moments that we glimpse something beyond numbers altogether.
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Wishing your wife a fruitful recovery and rehab. My father has experienced multiple hip replacements. At age of 88, he’s not quite sure what to do with one of his hips. The warranty has run out. Your narrative about this forlorn ash tree reminds me of the devastating Dutch Elm disease which affected my hometown in Montana many years ago.
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Thank you, BigSkyBuckeye! Your father’s resilience is inspiring. We’re hopeful for Pam’s full recovery as she navigates rehab. The devastation of Dutch Elm disease is hard to witness—it’s heartbreaking to see such majestic trees fail.
I appreciate your thoughtful words and personal connection to the post!
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